Sunscreen
Pajamas
Hair spray
Eyeliner
Towel
Shampoo
Curling iron
Hair bands
A non purple bra. Lol.
Bikiniiiiiiiii
Toothbrush
Beneath These Fireworks.
The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars.
When I start praying, i can’t stop. Its just me and Him, and whatever’s on my mind, whatever burdens are laying heavily on my chest, I know that once I pray they will be lifted. I don’t view this as a religion, and many others that believe in Jesus don’t either. Well not to the whole “rules extent”. When you come to know Him, it’s a way of learning how to love the way God loves. That’s what I want. I want to know what it’s like to be whole hearted and merciful. To extend arms of forgiveness and carry the burdens of others along with my own. This isn’t about rules. This is about love. This is about doing what’s right. I’m a sinner. I most definitely am. But we all are. And that’s never going to change. Many dont know this but sometimes I’m afraid to go to sleep at night. And after I pray, I feel like the room has illuminated, literally. I can then sleep with peace of mind. My spirituality means a lot to me. I just have to set myself on the right path.
I hate when people get sketchy with me. I will pick up the faintest hint of a lie. The tone in someone’s voice, their eye movements, the way they diverge conversation. I will pull your ass out of a lie before you can even fully carry it out. Yeah, I’m crazy. I don’t give a care anymore how psycho it makes me. My gut instincts NEVER fail me.
Ah, what a day. Made it to all my classes and dropped my boyfriend off to work. Came home and worked out and freakin had to deal with so many things at once to prepare for the cruise. My room still needs to be cleaned, and I’m not completely done packing. We leave at 7:30 PM tomorrow. Not to mention I just finished washing and folding my boyfriend’s clothes. Ahhh I just want to board the plane already. I’m so excited. I haven’t been on a vacation in years! Also, I think I’m going to be confident and wear my two piece. :) Found a Christmas card from a former friend while digging through my junk, considered throwing it out because I hate bittersweet memories, but I kept it. It was genuine and things like that warm my heart no matter if the friendships have changed.
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→ 25 May 12 at 9 pm
→ 25 May 12 at 9 pm
In northwestern Montana, the water is so transparent in this lake that it seems to be quite shallow.
When in fact, it’s over 100 ft deep.
Something about this terrifies me, but I’m not sure what or why.
I wanna get a boat and float on this all day
Maybe swim a bit
Because for me, this actually erases that creepy feeling that something’s after me? Because if there WERE something after me, I could see it. And run. Which is kinda…comforting in a weird way? Whatevs.
It’s also really pretty.
(Source: niftyjaguar, via kikipoo)
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→ 25 May 12 at 9 pm
→ 25 May 12 at 9 pm
Ann Patchett, Bel Canto (via decembrist)
(Source: larmoyante, via havesome-nutella)
"There was no time for kissing, but she wanted him to know that in the future there would be. A kiss in so much loneliness was like a hand pulling you up out of the water, scooping you up from a place of drowning and into the reckless abundance of air. A kiss, another kiss."
